So I started on here at the end of June, and things were going pretty well. Of course, I wasn't making as much as the superstars make, but I was making enough to pay the bills, and get by. Now it seems that my income has gone down significantly, so bad that I am struggling to pay bills. I left my job to do this full time, and really devote myself to you guys, but sadly things have gone down hill and I don't understand why. No one engages with me anymore, regulars, or not. I was online today for over two hours
straight and had maybe 5 minutes of conversation.
I work my ass off to make sure you guys are entertained, to keep you happy, to have fun, etc, but I can only last so long till I feel so let down that I need to get offline. I mean I threw THREE parties today, all a failure, and made 40 credits! I just don't get it, what am I doing wrong? I get told how sexy I am, how bad they want to be with me, how sweet I am etc., but am given no respect or appreciation through tips or even privates. In fact, I rarely get to go to private these days, which is seriously a disappointment.
What I really don't get is that I have people who come in my room with credits to spend, tell me how sexy I am, talk to me, or stay in my room the entire time I'm on and neither tip me or take me to private. I don't understand am I just a guy to go see to get free shows, or have a conversation with, and you save your credits for the superstars who are already making thousands of dollars already!
Why come in my room everyday and not say a word to me, why come in my room everyday and not tell me what you like or want to see, why come in my room if you don't plan to spend money on me. I don't mean that to those of you who can't, I am understanding about that. I feel extremely unappreciated, I feel regretful for thinking I could do this full time. I don't know how to satisfy my viewers anymore...
It seems that everyday I am being favorited, the number keeps rising, up and up, as well as those who get notified when I'm online. Yet my income has gone way down, so down that I'm not making anything, not even enough to get gas. I mean even something as simple as voting for me, which is free is an ordeal. I have to beg people to vote for me... that's ridiculous, especially for people who are in my room the entire time complimenting me. It's nice, but it doesn't help me...
I just feel so unappealing, I feel unappreciated, and I am hurt... I don't know what to do, and I'd like to stay, but I can't live off nothing.
I'm open to hearing your thoughts, opinions, and views!
Sorry for my rant...
Sincerely,
Ted
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